With the bachelor’s continued in the bachelor’s degree Rachel Kirkonil“Her father called,” US weekly I went to the archives to give more context about the comments I made about her first disintegration of James died.

Kirkconnell, 28, James, 33, was divided shortly in 2021 when the bachelor’s season was broadcast. At that time, Kirkonil was under the fire in the previous photos in An old university party of a southern character. After that host Chris Harrison He asked the fans to give the “grace” to Kerkkonil in February, the opposite reaction is increasing and that it is James to finish things.

He felt a lot of pressure to make the right decision and stand beside what was appropriate for him at the time. As you know, the strangers and the people who were close to him in his life were saying, such Alex Cooper On Tuesday, January 28, the podcast episode. And so I thought at that time, he believed that this is the right decision, just to retract the step and not be together. … I definitely shocked when [he] He separated with me, just because we were very happy together, even with all the chaos around us when it was only and I was behind the closed doors, it was great. It was a lot of fun. We were very happy when we decided not to allow external noise to reach us. “

Twosome confirmed the first disintegration of After the final Rose That march. It wasn’t long after, Kirkkonil and James was I was observed together In New York City, it provokes a settlement. A A woman named beauty Then he came to the Bachelor’s blogger Reality Steve To reveal that she was seeing James as a show.

“He did not sit with me correctly.” Tyler Cameron In Florida in 2020, reality said Steve at the time. “I felt that Rachel was in love with him and he was trying to contact me and hang out with me – someone who had romantic relationships with him – two days ago in Miami … I felt that I had to say something Rachel for.”

we At that time, I stated that Kirkonil was “manipulating” by James. “Rachel is very emotional at the present time because she was very optimistic that things succeed.” The source said, “she is still trying to address this.”

Kirkonil talked about the situation for the first time during her interview with Cooper.

“I was very annoyed when I found everything, and I just remember to tell him that he had lied to me,” she said, she repeated that she still feels treason even though she had died. “I just remember to get out of his place, and I was like,” Don’t talk to me again, like, we have finished, “because I discovered a lot of things at the same time. I’m definitely a little bit of Bamwi.”

After the dust settled, Kirkkonil and James managed to solve things when he made a working trip to her homeland. The couple returned together in the late spring of 2021, but the issues of confidence from the situation with the grace remained.

“I felt that I had difficulty trusting him because of what was happening when we were separate, and this girl comes, and it is clear, and everything, I was asking myself, like, was I still doing this?” But I know to this day … it’s not a cheat, do you know? “She explained to Cooper.” I had nothing to worry about fraud, because he was technically, if he was with other women, we were separate. So I cannot, as you know, call it a cheat, or anxiety about cheating on me. “

After four years together, James In the end, pulling the plug On their relationship earlier this month. Kirkonil said it Separate with Her in Tokyo After tension around the place of dinner in it, he wonders whether she has the traits he wanted in a wife.

I was disturbed. I was disturbed. … [He] A kind of capturing me to where I felt crazy because I was like, “You know, even if I bother you, like, do not treat me like this.” It seems that both of them were a kind of madness from each other or annoyed by each other. It was just one of those things that, I think, was just aware that “I must want to suggest you on this time. Like, at this stage of our relationship, I must want these things and I must be ready for that. But I am not, I still do not feel ready or I do not feel ready. I don’t know if I see myself suggesting you. I can’t see myself already married to you. “